hey hey xD
how ya'll been?? soz i never put up an entry for awhile..
been busy with school and stuff..haha xD

for today's entry, i have something serious i wanna write
about and i've never said this before..so..here goes..

i realise i've been like a spoilt brat and a daddy's gal..
my whole life i've been taking things/human/cousins/friends/family
for granted and never quite appreciate wat they've done for me.. until a few weeks back when a cousin of mine (cant tell u her name) almost kinda waste her life..n i felt really sad for her bcoz i see her potential..she had always been there for me but when she needed me, i'd push her away..the reason her life was almost wasted was bcoz she felt tat no1 appreciated her..i felt really guilty as whn she wanted to talk bout her life i would just listen plainly and not really hear wat she had to say..and after she did something wrong only then did i realise shes important and i appreciate her..im lucky i realised it before its too late but i hadn't had the chance to meet her and tell her yet..so i put my thots here and thot maybe she would come upon my blog..i would like to apologise from the bottom of my heart sincerely to her and the others who have always loved me unconditionaly..no matter how bosy or demanding i was u guys always made me happy and agreed to my ways..i realise now i have to be more appreciative in live and the last i would
like to say in this entry is :

I'm sincerely sorry i didnt take ya'll seriously, I'm actually nothing without ur love and care..I will appreciate u guys more my Family,cousin and friends. I have learn to love you more and will do my best to be a lesser pain..mom,dad,cousin and friends if u are reading this i hope u'd forgive me for being such a pain in the butt..and most of all please noe tat i appreciate u guys more now and i wanna thank you for supporting, standing by and loving me xD
I LOVE U GUYS AND THANK YOU!
im so blessed to have ppl like you in my life xD <3


p.s: ma dont tear up if u happen to read this..owh btw..this does nt mean
my mischeif is over..haha xD



love,
renAibby! xD

Hello ^.^
im abdah but u can call me ren ^w^
im 17 this yr n am sitting for O levels
i love CHOCOLATE,ANIMES n FUN and the colour green! hehes ^.^

x i want chocolates..every second n minutes of my everyday i crave for chocolates hehes xD
x a new phone..
x a very very relaxing vacation..hehes xD
x HIM! ^.^

ary-adek
xushan/shanxu xD
shamyah
fadaa
fauzi
hyder
afiz
Riz
zilah-chan ^.^
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