renAi

2010-01-15T02:15:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl! wats up??

So..ya'll know i took O lvls rite?? well guess wat??

I flunk..yep..FLUNK..all bcos of maths..i got 9 for maths

so therefore..all my other subs were pulled down n tat

gave me a total of 30 points..dangit! but tats okays..

i'll just go to ITE then..well..tats life..theres ups n downs..

he was thr tat day..well..i wasnt sure wether he was thr to

take the bracelet i bought or to see the love of his life..

i guess its to see the love of his life..i try soo very hard

to let go of my feelings for him but its too hard..

i cant do it..i dunno why i love him..i just LOVE him ALOT..

im not sad tat he likes my fren..i dunno..i just..love him..

this morning my uncle called me whn i was sleeping..

i looked at the number n thot uji was calling me..hahahs..

naive arent i?? yeah..i dunno wat to do abt him now..

its like everytime i try to throw away those feelings i have for

him..he pulls me back in to stay..haish..watever it is i hope

he gets her..n i hope they're happy :)

oh..the internet at hme got cut off..so everytime i wanna use the net

i come to the library..haish..hahas..well..last words : I LOVE YOU!! <3

renAi xD

2009-12-31T05:10:00.000-08:00

ookay peeps! just as i thot..he likes sum1 else..

but tats okays..i wish him n her the best ^.^

hehes..ganbatte ne! JYJY! ^.^

well..got news..but not good..my aunts mum just

passed away earlier today..like 2.47am..yeah..

didnt get to go because shes all the way in Msia..

n another news is tat..my cousins getting engage tomoro!

hope all goes well for him ^.^

yeah..soo..u see..i dont know wether to feel sad or happy..

like 2 incidents happening at once..this new year was

supposed to be a happy one..haish..tats okays..

then later my both my elder sis n my cousin is gonna take

my lil sis..my aunt..my niece n me out to countdown!!

wooowee~~ hahahas xD

n n..i thot of quitting my job..butbut..my manager aint

letting me go tat easily..haish..guess i'll just have to play

the fading game in tat one..hahahas xD

alot is happening..its gonna be 2010 in a few hours..

3 more hours..i think..hahahs xD

well..basically..im HOPE i get into a poly nxt year..

hahahas..n hopefully i get into the course tat i want..

n n..maybe get bike license! YEAH!! daddy approved of it!

^.^ n car license as well..if i can afford..hahas xD

well..guess i'll go now..janee..take care ^.^

renAi xD

2009-12-30T08:17:00.000-08:00

hey..omg!!! hes in love!!! i wonder with who..

haish..well..whoever tat gal is..i wish him well..

i wanna ask him..but how?? haish..shy sia..

how?? how??? haish..hes one thing..the other thing

tats bothering me is my job..haish..soo stressing..

mac got to escape..i didnt..wth..how uhs??

how?? help me anyone?? please?

hahahas..well..ok lahs..i wanna go..no mood..

janee..take care..

renAi xD

2009-12-29T19:37:00.000-08:00

back from bandung ppl! xD

i had loads of fun!! shopping and all..hahas..

omg! but its good to be back..haish..during my

stay there..i kept thinking about him..like 24/7..

I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!! <3 ne?? ne??

^.^

omg omg!! u noe wat?? at his PM he wrote

"i dreamt abt U N I kinda miss U hahas"

aaahhhhhh!!! i wonder who tat lucky girl is..

dangit! hahahs..i wanna go ask him..butbut..i shy..

hahas..how?? how??? haish..all i noe is..

i sure no chance one..hahahas xD

well..yeah..

omg! u noe wat?? the zoo in bandung is off the hook!

they let the animals out! yeah u read it..the animals were

not in cages! how awesome is tat?!

yeah..but we didnt walk..we had to drive in..

cool huh?? totally awesome!! n one of the tiger is really

really BIG!!! hahahas xD

awesome! so totally awesome!! ^.^

hehes..well..till here i guess..i wanna go get ready

for work..work -.-

hahahs..janee..

renAi xD

2009-12-24T06:08:00.000-08:00

hey ppl xD

wats good?? hahas..todays Xmas eve..n tomoros Xmas..

i dont celebrate Xmas so..yeah..hahas..well..its been

awhile since i last blog..i think..hahas..

so yeah..just wanna say tat i'll be leaving the SG

tomoro to go to Bandung , Indonesia..butbut i dont feel like

leaving..i dont know why tho..haish..i havent finished

packing yet..just to lazy to move..theres alot of thots in my

mind rite now..i dunno wat..but my brain is just thinking about

some things..i need an listening ear rite now..but u noe i want

the listening ear where ppl listen n talk after u finish talking &

not interfere when u're talking..dammit! i hate thinking about things

haish..watever..i hope going to Bandung would help calm me down abit..

n..before i leave..at least by tonight..i have to say goodbye to him..

hahas..yes..hes always in my thots.. xD

well..i guess i'll go now..go n msn..listen songs..n pack my bag

maybe..hahas..yeah..

renAi xD

2009-12-17T06:03:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!! my brain n heart hurts soo bad..

T.T i guess i love him too much..butbut..he doesnt care so..

its like everywhere i turn i see him or something..

creepy huh?? haish..cannot take it..

I LOVE YOU!! :) (L)

haish..i think he has sumbody else he likes eh..

surely ones..butbut i think only lahs..

haish im paranoid man..hahas..

i wonder how hurt he got by his last relationship..

but however his ex was, im NOT like her okays..

you just dont know me well enuf yet..

haish..i hate not knowing things..

i dont wanna sound despo or anything butbut..

gimme a chance..please? i wont let you down, I PROMISE!

wth..soo useless..u aint gonna read this..haish..

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU <3

renAi xD

2009-11-29T11:26:00.000-08:00

hello people ^.^

well..i just confessed to a guy i like..again..

n i think he thinks im joking..but im not..obviously..

i just dont noe what to say or do anymore..

haish..i guess the line 'i want you so bad u're my only wish'

by black eyed peas from the song meet me halfway is just

the right line for me right now..haish..

if u're reading this (fat hope, u wont read it i noe..)

i really really LOVE you..hontoni daisuki desu ^.^

if u dont have the same feelings for me its okay..

just tell me, but if u meet me outside..dont ignore me okays??

well..please listen to this song when you get a chance..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yi3Z1NESITA

ANATA TO DAISUKI <3

renAi xD

2009-11-24T09:14:00.000-08:00

hey ppl!

sorry i havent blog for awhile..been busy..

hahahas..anyways..omg!! tat time, i went to AFA..

i had the best time ever!!!! I WOULD SURELY GO AGAIN NXT YR!

hahahas XD

anyways..i wanted to let this out..but my frens wont listen for

sure coz i've always let this out..but its wat i feel..so i have to let it

out rite?? okays..i still <3 him i guess..yeah! so adorable man he..

hahahas..but i think he like another girl..so..wat to do??

leave it be lah hors..get to be frens with him enuf ready lahs..

haish..the song everybody knows by john legend keeps running

in my mind..haish..should i tell him again tat i <3 him??

haish..how?? help me someone..well, if anything..i would

certainly wish him the best in life..

renAi XD

2009-10-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hey people xD

hows it going?? been awhile ya..

been kinda busy with school lately n other erm..stuff..

hahas xD well..i've been going to the

movies quite alot recently..not sure why..owh yeah..

n timezone..gosh i love tat place!

well..schools been really idk..hmm..stressing??

no no..wait! pressurising..yeah! tats the word..not

sure if i spelled it correctly tho..its like pressure-rising..

yeah..hahas..and my eng seems to be getting worse..

very embarassing for me..haish..

anyways..O lvls is in like a week n i *clears throat*

havent start a proper revision for it..

haish..but but, im gonna go study with my pal tomoro :)

gotta thank him for wanting to teach a slow noob like me..hehehs :)

well..anyways..i catched sorority row just now..

been wanting to watch tat since forever! n i must say it is really

an awesome movie! kudos to the director!

the show is nc16 btw..boy am i glad i turned 17 already!

hahahs xD

owh yes, Singapore Idol has some really interesting

contestants..especially Sezairi Zezali! i LOVE him! hes like

the next Taufik Batisah to me! but nobody could be better

than Taufik for me..i really really rEAlly hope sezairi wins..but

the other contestants like malaque n sylvia are good too!

well..i've got soo much work to do i think i'd better do them..

janee..take care people ^.^

renAi xD

2009-08-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

hey people! xD

how are ya'll??

sorry i havent blog for awhle now..

anyways.. Happy National Day Singapore! ^.^

ya..well..nothing much happened except tat i just got my

prelims results..n they're a bit sour..hehehs..

n..i just recovered from fever..so yeah..

been taking it easy coz of fever..hehehs..

well..i guess i'll go now..

wanna watch tv..hehes xD

bye..take care people..

renAi xD

2009-07-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

hey peeps! ;D

wats up??

omg!! i feel soo bored T.T

wat to do?? wat to do?? haish..

my DnT also havent finish yet..

haish..feeling super tired nia..nvm nvm..

owh! i know..must exercise..hehes xD later go r-bladding uhs..

ya ya..tats good exercise..ok..then now do wat?? lols! xD

owh! been talking to ***** de..hehes..*sighs* maybe i still..

maybe only uhs..not sure de..owh! people!! this song is super nice!

the music..the voice n the lyrics is all nice! ^.^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cgb-hZkLlVQ (link 2 song)

i like the song ^.^ owh! i wanna thank uji for sending it to me ^.^

ARIGATO GOZAIMASU Uji ^.^

well..tats all 4 now i think..gonna go watch tv..then go r-bladding later..

hehes..janee..take care peeps! xD

renAi xD

2009-07-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

IM IN LOVE WITH RUPERT MICHAEL GRINT!!

omg omg!!!

hes soo HOT!! *drools* ahahahaha xD

think of him until i high nia :x ..ahahahaha xD

see his pic! sibei HAWT nia!! ^.^

HOT rite?? calm down me..take deep breathes..deep breathes..

ahahahaha xD okays..*breathes* hes soo HOT!!

okays..actually i came to say i LOVE rupert nia..ahahahaha xD

no other motive..lols xD

ok then..bye peeps! ^.^

take care n i LOVE rupert!! <3 <3 <3

renAi xD

2009-07-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

heya! xD

my sis got sick..so i have to play the com in

the afternoon to let her get cured abit..

haish..nvm lahs..give her chance..since shes been a good slave..

muAhahahaha..haha joking ya..woah! yesterday did DnT before i slept..

i did abit only uhs..then went to bed..didnt get a peaceful sleep sia..

kept waking up..aiyo..i slept at 4am hor..then woke up at 7.30am

just to pee de! sibei pek chek nia!..then after tat hor..try to go to bed again uhs..

then my neighbour called me to give FOOD! ^.^ (yes..my family n all our neighbours

are very friendly towards each other ^.^)

but i cannot wake up to get it uhs..too tired nia..so then Win opened the

door then she told my neighbour i was still asleep..ahahaha xD

my neighbour gave us corn..woohoo! cant wait to eat it ^.^

must go n thank her later ^.^

now w8ting for my dad to finish rebos his kerangs..but i cannot eat seafood T.T

allergic de..i still can remember the taste of crab when i ate it years ago..

soo oishii!..ahahaha xD

ya..so then about to have lunch..sibei hungry de! altho i eat a lot rite..

but feel like my food never go to my tummy de..later i get gastric again T.T

haish..nvm uh..ja..i go eat first ya..

more later ^.^

renAi xD

2009-07-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

Hey again! xD

i just figured out wat to write..muAhahahaha..

i shall talk about wat happen today..

ahahahaha xD.. well..today my school celebrated

Racial Harmony day..n i didnt wear anything..i mean..i only wore

my school uniform which i totally look fat in! T.T

no baju tats y uhs..cannot seem to find my clothes from last year de..

haish..then hor..go school..saw wahidah..she wear KIMONO!

she never tell me she wearing..else i also wear mine! dammit!!

but nvm..mine's at my cuzzy hse..*giggles with guilt*

ya ya..then then..omg!!! after school..went to do DnT for abit..

but but..i kena diao untill buey tahan sia! whoa!! 1st time i cried

in school nia..1ST TIME DE!! cannot take it..they were saying something

tat really hurt me..i dont mind them saying me short or fat or ugly

or watever shit..but NOTHING about my body n me is fake ok!!

NOTHING!! GET IT IN UR BRAINS!!

i cant believe one of my frens would comment bout it..

gosh! i felt totaly shocked after hearing it coming out of his

mouth! T.T then i cannot tahan nia..had to go toilet n cry..

haish..i dont ever fake anything about me or my body..

well..watever..tat was just now in the afternoon..

now is now..forgive n forget i always say ^.^

haish..ok lahs..no more story nia..

janee mina san ^.^

mata ne..take care ya ^.^

renAi xD

2009-07-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

Yo! istashiburi ne.. hehes xD

How is everyone??

Im sorry for my long absence..ahahahaha xD

been busy doing nothing..ahahaha..actually..

i've had quite a week..because of O prelims..argh!!

no hope.. 100% fail..

argh!! now must work on my DnT..

haish..must do DnT but i feel soo tired T.T

need chocolate de..haish..

i just changed the skin of my blog..i dont usually go

for the ones with hearts on the panels..but i got tempted

by the very lovely green colour..ahahahaha xD

so yeah..hehes..

well think i go rest 1st uhs..n by rest i mean go on FB

and listen to songs..ahahahahaha xD

ja..mata ne mina-san ^.^

take care ^.^

renAi xD

2009-05-28T04:57:00.000-07:00

hello ^.^

how is everyone???

today was another tiring day..

because had to bring all the books home u see..n i put

almost all of my txbks in school..so poor me..hahaha xD

well..anywys..today we received our report books..and...

i only passed 2 of my subjects! WTH??! im soo dead..

there aint no way my parents gonna sign tat kinda crap..

lols xD..gotta beg mum to do it..lols xD..

owh! i met mac (erni,my bestfren) today..we had a chat n catched

up on each other..shes doin ok i guess..

*sighs* i feel soo tired..

well gonna blog more tomoro i guess..

janee ^.^ take care xD

renAi xD

2009-05-27T04:01:00.000-07:00

konban wa minna san xD (good evening every1 xD)

how is eveyone today??

had history mock exam today..i studied the wrong chap ytd..

but revise a little in class today ^.^

so yeah..hope to pass..ahahaha xD

*sighs* so damn tired man! feel sleepy also..haiyo!

so many things to do again today..cannot sleep early de T.T

ahahaha xD well..guess i'll go n do the things tat needs to be done..lols xD

janee minna ^.^ take care ne xD

renAi xD

2009-05-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

hey hey xD

hows everyone??? good??

today was an okay average day..

nothing exciting happened..except tat my english

letter writting compo was used as an example in class and

was photocopied for every1 in class..owh im not bragging ok..

just happy tats all..haha..hock boon also got his compo

photocopied xD must congratulate him ^.^

his english is super improving..good for him ^.^

woah! never talk to ***** (the guy i like) today T.T

walao! soo sad T.T haiya! nevermind uh..no mood to blog..

gonna catch fighting spiders.. janee ^.^

take care ^.^

renAi xD

2009-05-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

renAi rae ^.^

2009-05-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

my attemp failed T.T
sad liao..how arhs? tsk..nvm nvm..
haish..btw how is everyone today??
i never blog for soo long liao hor..
gomena(sorry)..

anyways today got social studies mock test sia..
never study but hope to pass xD haha xD
haish..well..mt 'O' lvl paper on 1st june..
wish all and me luck de ^.^
mina ganbatte ne ^.^ (all the best everyone ^.^)

ja..im gonna msn summore..more post soon..
janee xD take care ^.^

renAi xD

2009-05-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

hey hey xD

been awhile ppl xD so..wats good??

haha xD omg! i took a new pic n i wanna upload it on

my facebook but i cant! y u ask??

coz my sis's phones been confiscated

and i dont have the usb cable to load from my phone

so i have to use hers..

argh!! man i ttly hurt my backbone doing squats..lols..

it really does hurt..

maybe i need to go for a check up..*sighs*

well..gtg..janee xD take care ppl ;)

love,
renAi xD

2009-04-29T04:13:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey xD

wats cooking ppl?? haha xD

today i had mt O prelim rite..woah! paper 1 was killing me!!

lols..but seriously..i cant think of ideas..omg! i need to pass man..

why is there mt exams man?? i mean..we dont use our mt whn we

go to work..rite?? well..anyways..i do hope i pass..

*sighs* ok..just now..i felt real down..from like alot of reasons..

haish..anyways..i realise staying sad and mad aint good from health so

i pushed it away..hehehs..*sighs* feeling soo bored now..

dunno watta do..ok..i'll go now i guess..janee xD

renAi xD

2009-04-28T03:59:00.000-07:00

hey hey ppl xD

omg! tomoro is mt O prelim!!

its ok..dont panic..calm down..*breathes slowly*

owh who am i kidding??! start panicking!! aaarghh!

lols..im kinda bad in mt..lols..i noe it sounds dumb but yea..

i just hope i can past..*sighs*

ayways..todays PE was soo ttly fun! xD

haha..*sighs* the fun in my life is like going away..

i dont noe..maybe im just being paranoid..i'll let it be 4 awhile

n see how it goes..haha xD

haish..guess tats not important rite now..haha xD

well..guess i'll go watch tv..janee xD

renAi xD

2009-04-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

Komban-wa mina-san xD (Good Evening everyone)

O-genki desu ka?? (how are you?)

lols..wow! ytd was a pretty tiring day man! and so is today..well..
today was not as tiring as ytd tho..haha xD

so..u guys been doing anything interesting lately?? man i feel bored! i havent even done my hw..hws are boring man..(no offense to ppl who likes hw ya..)

aniways..i feel something missing in my life but im not sure wat tho.. n its been bugging me..seriously..have u guys ever felt this kinda thing b4?? it can drive u insane ya? anyhow..im doing chem rite now..but not sure if im doing it rite tho..haha..i forgot the formula and stuff..

well..i guess i'll rite more tomoro..or in this case later(its 1 am nw)..lols.. gotta continue my chem hw..*sighs*
janee(bye)

love,
renAi xD

2009-04-23T03:30:00.000-07:00

hello ^^

sup people??

i gotta say i really LOVE this blogskin hehe :)

niwaes..today was a tiring day..im soo happy to be home man..

im too tired to even blog..haha xD

hey hey..look! its me presenting my name on my palm! haha xD

i hope u can understand the boredom im feeling rite now..hahas..

well..more tomoro i guess..haha..janee xD

love,
renAi xD

hey hey xD

2009-04-22T04:54:00.000-07:00

hey hey xD
how ya'll been?? soz i never put up an entry for awhile..
been busy with school and stuff..haha xD

for today's entry, i have something serious i wanna write
about and i've never said this before..so..here goes..

i realise i've been like a spoilt brat and a daddy's gal..
my whole life i've been taking things/human/cousins/friends/family
for granted and never quite appreciate wat they've done for me.. until a few weeks back when a cousin of mine (cant tell u her name) almost kinda waste her life..n i felt really sad for her bcoz i see her potential..she had always been there for me but when she needed me, i'd push her away..the reason her life was almost wasted was bcoz she felt tat no1 appreciated her..i felt really guilty as whn she wanted to talk bout her life i would just listen plainly and not really hear wat she had to say..and after she did something wrong only then did i realise shes important and i appreciate her..im lucky i realised it before its too late but i hadn't had the chance to meet her and tell her yet..so i put my thots here and thot maybe she would come upon my blog..i would like to apologise from the bottom of my heart sincerely to her and the others who have always loved me unconditionaly..no matter how bosy or demanding i was u guys always made me happy and agreed to my ways..i realise now i have to be more appreciative in live and the last i would
like to say in this entry is :

I'm sincerely sorry i didnt take ya'll seriously, I'm actually nothing without ur love and care..I will appreciate u guys more my Family,cousin and friends. I have learn to love you more and will do my best to be a lesser pain..mom,dad,cousin and friends if u are reading this i hope u'd forgive me for being such a pain in the butt..and most of all please noe tat i appreciate u guys more now and i wanna thank you for supporting, standing by and loving me xD
I LOVE U GUYS AND THANK YOU!
im so blessed to have ppl like you in my life xD <3

p.s: ma dont tear up if u happen to read this..owh btw..this does nt mean
my mischeif is over..haha xD

love,
renAibby! xD

^.^ the new acc

2009-03-05T03:39:00.000-08:00

^.^ hello

haha..i once had a blog..but i deleted it due to my short temper..
lols..crappy reason i noe..but yea..lols xD
so im makin one again..hope it'll last..lols..
hahs..now im gonna link my frens n stuff..
janee! ^.^

renAi..